Looking for the Big Brown Truck...seems to be the story of my life, ever since that first recent post on FRUA that alerted us (Adopting Parents) that this is the way LETTER OF INVITATION (LOI) will be arriving...C.O.D.!

Completely Overwhelming Development! :-)

So today being monday, starts the gut wrenching lookout all over again! My neighbor across the street receives UPS deliveries everday! I am not self destructive in anyway, but here I stand watching from my window (torturing myself) until the truck pulls away!

I cannot walk away, until the truck is gone...i cannot leave the house! Talk about being Homebound! I am not taking any chances that UPS driver will bring MY letter back to the facility. I want all the emotions I deserve and have earned as I stand here in my home and sign for the long awaited letter! :-)

I just do NOT know how I will keep it together and wait to open it till J gets home. But this is what I will do! Open it with him...just like results of a pregnancy test...I want to look at his face wide open with emotion, when we see our appointment date for our child!

T & J